to think or not to think........

there r several ppl in our life,whom we dont live for,whom we dont meet everyday,whom we r hardly in touch with.but an occassional brush with their existence makes us forget all the above.they becum the be all nd end all of our life nd we encounter everything,from goosebumps to sleeplessness in that chance encounter.its not that we expect them to glorify our life,nor do we desire them to make us an integral part of theirs...its just "something" that is buried deep within our selves,a person for whom we lose all justification nd logic comes to an all time low nd our head nd heart r for once,in unision...!!! one phone call,one message,one conversation,whoa..look how life changes! life suddenly is centered around them,the concentrated gravity of their character makin it impossible for us to fake ignorance.they do lots of stuff that in others wud be shortcomings,bt in "dem" its a treat for our souls.all self respect,ego,esteem,anger vanish bfore our own sensitivity nd so dazed r we in their presence,we hardly try to restrain ourselves...now,the moment of sweating has passed.the reciever is bak in d cradle.bt we seem to go far beyond than wer we wud like ourselves to wander...Recalling every small bit of d tete-a-tete,we r immersed in a sea of emotions we never knew before.i mean,wot do u call a feelin which has joy,amaxement,fear of overdoin it,elation,magic,surprise,"did i say d right things",to "i cant sleep tonit..." nd oh....along with all this a frustration as to y m i feelin so wiered....its quite a handfull for us who have an emotional range of a teaspoon...the next morning,ya,d memory definitely brings dat smile,smile promonent enuf to b noticed,bt subtle enuf for ppl nt to get d reason right...nd ders a song on our lips nd a spring in our steps,bt wot d hell...we r aware of d way awaitin us nd numerous other ppl who r equally or maybe more important to b concerned abt. unwantingly d feeling passes away after some days nd amidst the wave of regularity,we let d prsesnt sweep away d past...what an investment of time,energy,feelins at d cost of stuff dat r genuinely important...bt maybe we need d magic to remind ourselves of miracles!! the cycle will continue,unless they hav become a part of the commons or hav been shut out. then again...another story,another face,another name,another message,another longing....till then...to think or not to think...dat is the quetion...ps:"emotional range of a teaspoon" - harry potter and "song on ur lips nd spring in ur steps" - tom sawyer.